xgreeneyeddollx

ahhhh

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:02:48 GMT

i cannot find my ipod :(
this is making me so sad.
its like not having my kid.
i didnt feel good so i
took 3 flexoral.
i feel good.
but.
i am tired.
i just wanna curl into a ball
and pass the eff out.
i havent wrote in this in a
long time.
i never have anything interesting
that is going on in my life.
or i dont have time.
but ya.
i think im just going to vegitate today
lay like brocolli.
something like that.
<3

share with me the blankets that your wrapped in...

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:12:57 GMT

i am happy
for once.
i am very happy.
alittle confused.
actually alot confused.
i like 2 guys.
i cant choose.
i really cant.
but im content
its werid that im happy becuase.
i only have about 15 hours of
community service done.
im failing a class.
i need another 90 hours to graduate.
but yea.
with all that im glowing with happiness
:0)

This weekend.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 03:35:55 GMT

was very very good.
:) <3

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 22:47:51 GMT

so yea i geuss im confusing.
and people really hate it.
im sorry.
things have been alright lately
schools just about killing me
i work alot.
i need o much $$$$$$
Haste the day is probably my fav. band
as of right now.
I think i need to be single for the rest of the year.
i need to concentrate on starting my life.
boys can wait.
i nned to have fun

white trash bash.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 18:10:20 GMT

So i went to this party called the white trash bash at hillsdale college.
let me tell you. it was probably one of the funnest/craziest nights of my life. I think i danced and met every single person there. so homecoming week is in just 2 days. it should be lots of fun im excited to go with mike and spend sometime with him because i didnt get to see him all week. :(
yey!
<3

SOOOOOO.

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 20:02:34 GMT

I have to go to work. and i really really really dont want to
i think someone should come visit me.
I am falling for the cutest boy ever.
hes so sweet and he takes on wonderful adventures.
Im a happy girl :)
<3 <3

why am i up so early. john stop calling.

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 14:42:10 GMT

this weekend has been great.
spent both nights with a wonderful boy
I wasnt excited for homecoming, but now i
think it will be really fun. :)
Schools been good. kinda boring but I love
seeing everyone. I have to work today. im
not to excited for that. but money is money.
that is all.

amazing night <3

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 05:47:39 GMT

Tonight was really good.

i have a date for homecoming

thats all. :) :)

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 02:49:37 GMT

Have you ever felt so good and then about ten minutes later you want to throw up?
I felt about 500 times today after i got home from school
the first day of school was alright.
but its not what i wanted
I hate when i think to much.
it just makes me sad.
I dont want to be sad but this feeling inside me wont go away.
its been there for a long time now.

I want someone who cares about me as much as i care about them
Someone who wont lie to me
or cheat
someone i can trust with my ilfe
and someone i can see myself being with for than an couple months
Someone who wont turn in to a control freak or someone who isnt super jelous
i doubt i can find that.

im not hard to please...i promise.

accepting boyfriend/ toy applications...

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:12:46 GMT

well summer is over.
it was grand.

i cant get this boy out of my head.

+I made alot of new friends
- +had a job
+always had money
+hung out with my sister alot
+went to the water park
+cedar point
+chicago
+cute boys
+ dating.
+parties
+boating
+staying out of trouble.
-loosing my grandpa
-not talking to alot of my friends
-always working
-getting another job
-my parents we alittle up tight
-not getting my lisences because my mom is a idiot
I hope this year is as good as everyone claims.
lets make it a good one. :)
See you tuesday lovers

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:00:39 GMT

just got home from the football game..that was good.
saw alot of people i havent seen in a while.
i dyed my hair today. its crazy dark. brown on top and black on the bottum its rad.
Summer is gone. 4 days left. tomarrow im going to a concert with my sister and brian
and that will probably be all i do the rest of the summer.
summer was fantastic, even thought i spend most of my summer working,
I met alot of cute new boys
I like about 5 guys right now but one really has my attention but i dont think i have his. :(
but that ok becuase i seriously am letting nothing ruin my year.
and i always get what i want anyway :)

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 18:02:21 GMT

wonderful wonderful summer!
I spent most of my summer working but when
i had free time it was for my friends.
im finally getting my lisence. i know insane right?
elizabeth- this summer was fantastic even thought we didnt get to hang out much, ur my favortie
brian-i love you to death. party on the lake was sweet. ur the best guy friend i think i have and i can tell you anything.
Jeff-Summer has been intersting with you but fun. thank you again for the chocolates and flowers. love you.
Johnnie-I have spent about 90% of my summer with you, i love going out to eat with you, u probably make me laught more than anyone i know, this year is going to be tight. love you darling.
Jake-you know i still love you to death but sometimes i just want to strangle the shit out of you. I loved sitting on my porch and talking before you went to work. <3
Andy-Im glad we started talking again. Sitting up till 3 in the morning laying on my porch looking for stars was amazing.
Sammy-Im glad we have become such good friends.... over the phone. lol I promise when i get my lisence we will hang out. scouts honor!
B.COUGH-i miss the shit out of you. get the fuck home so we can hang out before the summer is over and we can have another sleep over!!!
Bob- i dont really know what happened to you. we just stopped talking, but thanks for the ride home from work, and it was nice seeing around.
Timmy-Im glad i got to see you at DQ a couple times. i hope you didnt forget my keychain :( Im sad that we have only gotten to hang out a couple times this summer, dont worry when i get my lisence next week we will go "browse" at the mall. haha
Tj-things have been intersting with you the last couple months. good luck in iraq. blow some shit up while your there <3
NIck dixon- you are probaby the funniest i have even met in my life and you always know how to embarass me. love you darling.
if i forgot you im sure i had fun with you. :)
Senior year is going to the awesome and nothing is going to stop me from having fun.

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 22:32:36 GMT

Went to cedar point wednesday
It was reallllly fun. dragster is tight.
im going again sometime next week
its been so nice out side.
to bad i work 5 days a week...
Work tomarrow. sunday.monday. tuesday.
yea. fun shit.
anywho. summer is coming to its wits end :(
sad sad
call me u fuckers.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:14:20 GMT

So things are gooood
its raining really hard.
Went to olive garden for dinner :)
Work tomarrow 4-9. Come see me
Babysitting saturday and then work again Sunday.
I never get a break. my summer is going by so fast
and im sad.
So i want you to call me. :(

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 15:48:40 GMT

last night was...good/bad/great

pointless entry.
like always.
i never have anything interesting
i dont have anyone to confess my love too
or say that im giving up drugs.
so yea..
uh
work today from 4-9
come C me

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 16:00:42 GMT

so i woke up to flowers and chocolate on the porch this morning and a card. :)
that pretty much made my day
im so glad i dont have to work today. its beautiful out
and theres nothing i would rather do than spend it with my lovely friends.
summer is going by way to fast.
SLOW DOWN :(
i miss some people....
who wants to hangout friday???

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 03:53:19 GMT

LIFES GOOOOOD
works good. making lots of money. :)
i havent really been doing anything interesting lately because i have been working..
sometimes intersting stuff happens at work..lol
but im sure something fantastic will come my way.
i need my fuggn lisence. errrrrrrr
i hate being a procrastinator...
I also need to schedule my senior pictures!
i am determined to get those 2 things done before summer is over
if i dont...i dont know.. im gonna be pissed though..
HEHEHE sammy can do the chicken dance :)
GO SAMMY!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 07:40:15 GMT

Today was great...
until i got home
then shit hit the fan.
im so sick of some people it makes me sick
why cant anyone just tell you how they feel?
instead of lying to you and leading you on.
i need something more..
i defentally know i need to stay away from certain people.

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 16:36:15 GMT

Last night was fun!!
fire works and loud ass music and dancing was sweet
I miss hanging out with shane. hes a hoot!

im going shopping today!!!! yyey

i want strawberry pancakes

Worked last night.. that was lame.no one fun was working
and kyles a douche.

I dont know what else to write................ok well.i geuss im done. tata

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 05:51:18 GMT

wow i must be bi polar or something
20 mins ago i was in the worst mood
now i cant stop giggling
i need a boy. well maybe not.. but i would like one

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 19:53:55 GMT

Just got back from wakeboarding.
intense stuff
i love brians boat.
work tomarrow... boo
why are people so rude?
explain that.

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:08:36 GMT

things are looking up.
John took me out to eat today, then hung out for a bit
then bob and tim came over to visit me and we went to wendys.
I went to jakes for a bit. that was.. i dont know didnt stay long.
Now im with elizabeth and brian dont know whats going on.
Fireworks this sunday. excited :)
Call me if you want to schedule a play date. :)

hear me roar.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 21:35:06 GMT

Hmmmmm
kinda cranky at the moment
people really piss me off
they only talk to you when they want something
true friends right there....NOT
what do i gain out of that?

im on a mission..

aw.. old songs. good memories.

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 17:03:22 GMT

^{_{Im in such a good mood.}}
i should probably shower.
Last night was fun
work tomarrow 11-4. come see me :)
I want to go boating...the weather blows.
i dont really know where im going with this entry..
so. bye. :)

brandnew

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 17:10:56 GMT

hmmmmm i love summer
even when its raining
i dont think i have to work for the next week..
which sucks because i need the money
Let's take a walk together near the ocean shore
Hand in hand
Let's cherish every moment we have been given
The time is passing by . . .